Relying on God.

I feel like often times I vent out on this thing and that it's never very positive. So I'm going to change that.

This week has been wonderful even though it just started. It's ministry prep week, therefore it's more like Kings Kids stuff. I'm in the fast hip hop dance which is so much fun. They put me dead front center for the first part which slightly makes me nervous, especially when I'm standing next to a good black dancer. Oh well, what do i gotta lose. Anyways, between breaks of learning, I just watch Esther booty dance which is probably the best thing ever.

In the afternoons we have TESOL(Teaching English... I don't remember the rest.) I'll be one of the english teachers when we go to the Lady Boy bars(Transvestites in Thailand). It's definitely going to be an experience.

At night time we have worship band practice. Because I'm the only keyboard player, I play in both bands and sing in one. It was pretty fun yesterday. I love playing the piano so much and they actually said I had one of the strongest voices in the group.

Esther and Amy are probably some of the most wonderful people I know. We are so much like my friends at home. We all have ridiculous nick names for each other. Some are planned out like CholESTERol and I'm trans fat and Amy is Tuberculous. We don't know why we said those names but that's alright. And pretty much whatever rolls of the top of our head when were talking to each other is what we say. Like My little Hot Panini or My spicy tuna salad. Esther has a slight obsession with poop and butts(actually i think I have the slight obsession, she is actually very obsessed.) and she is constantly making up nicknames with those. But don't worry, I wont go into those.

I'm really learning to rely on God this week. And it's been good.